I awoke this morning at 6am with a clarity like I've not experienced before, I knew what I had to do and this was to surrender up everything that truly does not serve me anymore.  I also knew this was going to hurt as one of these entities is someone that has been playing a major role in my life for many years however I knew that the time was now to let this go, finally!  And then I open the book to today's page and the subject was on surrender.  How perfect!

I took myself off to yoga which just happened to be a deep restorative class which was perfect after my dancing the night before and my body being a little tight and sore.  My day was kind of a non event, I didn't feel present, I caught up with several friends throughout the day and couldn't really remember much about the conversations, I just knew I was somewhere else and it was as if my body was carrying me on automatic pilot and my mind was not working with my body.  

The afternoon was beautiful as I spent time with my son doing jigsaw puzzles and playing pillow fights, surrendering up any idea that we had to have dinner at a certain time or get anything done, I was just with him fully present and loving our time together.  I sat up late punching away at the keyboard and not really doing much but getting lots done.  So all in all it was a day of surrender yet a day of disconnection of self and yet I was in acceptance of this.

SOUL FOOD - Divine goodness awaits me
TODAYS INTENTION - To surrender everything up to the divine and stay connected
HEALING MANTRA - I love surrender


 


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Lee Cunningham
11/06/2011 14:15

What a nice day to have, I have learnt in the past few months that many things do not matter apart from the time you can spend with your loved ones. To share good memories and be in one with one another. Thanks for the thoughts you have. Ron (my husband is currently reading your book, your mum and dad gave it to him) and his state of mind is slowly changing, hopefully it will give him the will to live longer. Thank you

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